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Amenities

We observed the first day of the three day workshop that is the second in a series of four. We met in the same meeting hall that had been re-arranged, to my great delight, with a circle of chairs in the middle. I had introduced this notion to others some time ago, as a much better way to meet (one cannot work on a computer or check a cellphone when sitting in a circle without tables). The idea had trickled down to the next generation of facilitators. It was a new combination of faciclitators and participants, and so a bit stiff for the first part. But eventually thaw set in and the conversations became more animated and the learning began.

Having a workshop that is held, quite literally, in the middle of the hospital, is challenging as participants can be called out at any time for an emergency. The facilitators were scratching their heads on what to do about it. I suggested they stop scratching and give the job to the participants. That is after all the team that is supposed to learn about leadership.

The facilitators create a village and the group selects the name of the village, appoints the chief and notables, a ‘conscience horaire’ (time keeper), a treasurer for the fines that late comers have to pay, etc. The norm setting is a well-worn ritual all over Africa and has little to do with the behavior of people. This version, which I have only seen in Cote d’Ivoire, with its village and chief was at least Africanized. But it did have an entire enforcement system that I thought was too much like the way things are here with the emphasis on extrinsic motivation.

And then, like all the other norms I have seen over my career, immediately ignored. The only part that was respected was the role of the village chief, both as arbiter of divergent opinions and to open and close the day.

The leadership work that we do, and which few recognize, is about awareness. I believe that if you are not aware you cannot make choices. And so I pointed out that they had created a new norm, by ignoring the norms they created, and that was that norms don’t matter and that there are no consequences for breaking the norms. And now that they were aware of this they could either throw out the norms or find ways to stick to them.

At 4 PM the session was over and we drove to the next town and a new hotel. This one also had no power and also no water. It may be hard to imagine this, from one’s comfortable vantage point in the US (or Europe, or fancy hotels everywhere) that a hotel could run without water and electricity. It reminded me of my first month in Beirut, in 1976, after the fighting had stopped. We stayed in the Mayflower hotel and ate our peas and rice in the dark.

I was given the royal suite. A comfortable suite of rooms with an enormous bed, and several amenities that were useless because there was no electricity (two aircos, two TVs and a refrigerator). The bathroom was nice but without running water not usable. All would come back in due time we were told.  Insha’llah, I murmured. But water and electricity did indeed return and I slept comfortably and took a hot shower in the morning. The latter had to happen before 6AM because after 6 the water would be gone again until 10PM. One learns to adapt.

We ate with our colleagues on the side of the road, grilled carp, an onion tomato salad and hot salsa and atieke, the local starch, washed away with a cold beer. Life is good.

Coffee

We met for the morning in the city hospital after making a courtesy visit to the hospital director. He is not a medical doctor but someone trained as an administrator. There are not many places I have visited, especially not in Africa, where non-doctors are considered competent to head a hospital. My Ivorian colleague told me that those hospitals headed by an administrator are generally doing better than those that are not. I am not surprised. After all, hospital administrators are trained for the job. Doctors are not.

I once had a fierce conversation with one of the aged notables of public health in West Africa who could not imagine that someone who is not trained as a medical doctor could possibly direct a hospital. It is funny how the same premises (having been trained professionally) can lead to opposite conclusions. Only if you take a closer look at the premise can you see the false reasoning.

In the morning the entire zone was without electricity. Our hotel had a ‘groupe’ (a back up generator) but it was without gas and ‘la direction’ had not responded to the frantic calls from his un-empowered staff. And so we were without electricity until we checked out. We had some fantasy about a small cup of Nespresso. Many hotels now have the little Nespresso machine and for an extra 3 dollars (a Nescafe stick costs 1 dollar) you can have cup of espresso, if, and this is a big if, the electricity works and/or they have the little Nespresso cups to put into the machine.

Although the electricity had not come back, two small cups suddenly appeared and the waitress beamed with pride, happy to bring us what we had asked for. I noticed the absence of foam and tasted the coffee.  It was hot and brown but it was not an espresso. They had simply opened a Nespresso capsule (and went back to the kitchen to show the used capsule to prove that they had not just used powdered coffee), and poured hot water over the content. The result had little to do with what I had hoped to get and tasted pretty much the same as the Nescafe powder that comes in the sticks.  I suppose both kinds of coffee have ‘Nes’ in common. I negotiated the cost down a bit but congratulated them with their inventiveness. With unhappy clients like us and management that is impervious to customer requests or complaints, they are the ones who will ultimately suffer.

More than a thousand feet

On Monday morning there was a further split among the three of us; two heading west to Guiglo, an all-day ride, and the other staying for a few more days before heading out to Niger, on another assignment.

I do dread the long drives, but with someone to talk with in the back it wasn’t that bad. The roads are good except for a long stretch with holes in the asphalt that require a slalom approach. This is fine as long as there are no cars coming from the opposite direction. I avoid looking ahead. I look sideways to my companion or down and read.

We had lunch in a ‘maquis’ (small semi-open air restaurants with limited menus). I had a piece of boiled oily fish in a bitter eggplant sauce, not so great but tying me over until the evening meal.

At hotel Tam-Tam in Guiglo we settled into our rooms, having to step over centipedes that were crawling all over the place. I learned that when they sense danger they roll up in a tight coil that feel and look like a button. I know this because I stepped on one such coil with my bare feet and thought I had lost a button. I had not paid attention to where I put my feet.

The omnipresence of these centipedes explained why the sides of the bedcover were flipped over onto the bed, preventing my bed from crawling with these 2 inch long creatures the size and shape of garden variety worms.

Other than that the room was comfortable, with an airco that worked as long as there was electricity, which was there about half the time, and a comfortable centipede-free bed.

We had a brief meeting with the team of facilitators of the leadership program – some people I had accompanied as they embarked on their new roles, nervous, and confused at times 15 months ago, and others that they themselves had trained or who had been coached by my Ivoirian colleagues. My terms of reference included a ‘refresher’ and then observing the trainings at various hospitals, given feedback, advice and suggestions where needed.

I asked for the men’s input (there is not much of a gender balance here) and realized that I had made some wrong assumptions about the timing and modalities of this training. I revamped the agenda accordingly that night, taking advantage of the electricity being on, and carefully stepping between the bathroom and my bed to avoid the centipedes that came in in droves from the hallway.

Poolside

We arrived late in the evening at our hotel. The transit through the fairly modern airport in Abidjan was swift for those of us in the front rows of economy, and very slow for our one colleague sitting at the very back of the plane. The suitcases came in slowly and in the end we were all ready to go at the same time.

We arrived in the pouring rain – a good omen for people who depend on rain for their survival, annoying for those of us who do not. We are lodged at a small guesthouse, for our one night in Abidjan. I was given a room that required going down multiple steps, slippery from the rain. These things are now a source of worry for me.

My room was a duplex poolside. Duplex meant that I had to take some very steep stairs to my bed. I heavy iron pull-out gate like in old-fashioned elevators. It is supposed to protect me from intruders. I used it but then noticed the large bathroom window right next to it had, as only protection a mosquito screen. There was also a placard with instruction for what to do in case of a terrorist attack, with several options: (1) escape, (2) hide under the couch (there was no couch in the tiny apartment), (3) turn off the sound on your cellphone, (4) go to the roof and (5) hope for the best.

I didn’t think our small guesthouse would be a target. The placards are probably required now, after a tourist hotel in Grand-Bassam, was attacked a while ago.

I could look down at the pool or straight ahead, over the wall, at a car cemetery which looked festive because of the bright colors of the car wrecks.

History

There were five of us (from MSH) on the Air France flight to Paris. With two colleagues I went on to Cote d’Ivoire, another veered off to Burundi and the fifth one to Liberia.

All flights were full. The one to Cote d’Ivoire, a day flight, was full of young toddlers who did not want to go to sleep and fought the restraints imposed on them. As a result no one was happy, except my neighbor who watched a French movie (Dîner des cons) that made him laugh out loud a lot.

I tried to block the sounds of whining and crying by reading or listening to an audiobook. As a parallel reader I am switching back and forth between a dozen or more books, but the ones that have most of my attention lately are Elena Ferrante’s books (audio) on growing up poor in Naples.

The other book is a recently released historical novel called ‘The House on Lobster Cove,’ by Jane Goodrich. It is about the man and the house he built (no longer there) across our cove. It is the place where Axel’s grandparents (he the gardener, she a servant) met.  The book traces the life of George Nixon Black […] whose life spans a period of time in the US where nearly everything changed: from before the Civil War until well into the 20th century. The book is about the pre-Civil war area in Maine, where the bigotry we see now under our new Trump regime is a repeat of similar sentiments, then focused on the new immigrants and their religion. Moslems now, Catholics then; people from Central America now, Italians and Irish then. The Catholic church in Elsworth Maine was burned and the priest tarred and featured and driven out of town. As they say, history has a tendency to repeat itself. But history it seems is not something our new regime is familiar with. So we repeat.

Skin

The rhythm of my trips abroad has slowed down a bit, but new assignments are on the horizon, at least till the end of June when two major MSH projects will end activities and go in close-down mode.

I am on my way to Cote d’Ivoire. I checked with Faro to see if he still remembered that Abidjan was the capital – he had forgotten but then remembered. Last week he saw something about Lemurs and when he heard that they live in Madagascar he flawlessly pronounced its capital Antananarivo, according to Sita. I don’t think many 4 year olds (or 40 year olds for that matter) in the US would know this.

We have had some wonderfully mild weather which melted the two feet of snow and coaxed small green sprouts out of the ground. But winter is not over in Massachusetts. We have learned not to get our hopes up.

The mild weather invited everyone to go outdoors and walk. But walking these days is, once again, not all that easy. I returned to the local PT outfit and am being treated by a young man whose father grew up in Zutphen (NL) – he speaks Dutch the way Sita does. I am also taking medicine to treat the neuropathy in my left foot; it makes me sleepy and has reduced my energy a bit.

Before heading out to the airport we took a long walk on a local estate with sweeping views over the ocean and uneven terrain. Although I enjoyed the walk it crippled me, and it required a rest stop at a local tea house before I could continue a brief visit to the Cape Ann museum. It is a discouraging development.

The Air France lounge makes the 6 hour wait for my next flight quite pleasant. Aside from the good food and coffee, there is the free 20 minute Clarins face/massage treatment. I was able to get one of the last two spots and enjoyed the treatment. Sometimes it is heavy on the product demo side, sometimes it is more of a facial massage, like today. It was delicious. I feel asleep and then was gently brought back to earth by a soft tap on my shouldere. As an extra bonus I was given a cream to keep my skin from aging and instructions about all the other products I should buy.

Brains

I settled back at my headquarter desk, always cranked up high (we can crank it up and down to work either standing or sitting – I stand all the time). We are awaiting the announcement of a new CEO, with anxious anticipation. For me the anticipation is linked to whether I will stay or retire.

I am now in the thick of two courses; one, a paying one, to refine my coaching skills. It is laced with references to recent neuroscience discoveries. The other, prompted by all the references to the brain, a free course on coursera on Understanding the brain: the neurobiology of everyday life. Although the course doesn’t start until this week I am already halfway through. I watched the lesson on hearing with Axel, to better understand his hearing loss. I also learned about my own near vision loss in the module on vision. I am enjoying the course so much that even after a full day at work and two hours of commuting, I can’t wait to log on again. I am learning a ton and hope this will, incidentally, also contribute to my brain’s health.

Hubris

We had managed to plan our trip to be bookended by two snowstorms. We had missed driving all the way from home in the first storm, at the start of our brief vacation since we stayed over at Sita’s; but on the day of our departure we traveled through the eye of the storm on empty highways, barely plowed and sanded. A trip that should have taken 3 hours, took us 6 hours. Some people thought we were insane. It is amazing how the vision of sitting by the fire in our own living room during a nor’easter provoked us to undertake this trip.

Before we left we were able to visit MassMOCA which was probably the highlight of our trip. The theme was ‘wonder,’ and we did wander the halls in wonderment: Nick Pave’s 1000s of mobiles dangling and twirling from the ceiling, Sol LeWitt’s murals, and more. That alone would have been worth the trip out west, though not necessarily during snowstorms. Hubris, Axel called it, this challenging of the elements.

 

 

Western Mass

Just barely back from Maine we packed our bags again and left for Western Massachusetts for a few midweek days with friends at an AirBNB at the very northwest tip of the state that is famous for its mountainous vistas and museums (spellcheck doesn’t allow musea).

Before we left we had a physiatrist doc measure the functioning of my left foot’s sensory and motor nerves to better understand the neuropathy and needle pricks I experience in my left foot that is so severely traumatized, first by the accident and then by the fusion. The closest she could come to give my condition a name is ‘ski-boot syndrome,’ a disturbing sequel to my aviator’s foot (there is no treatment) and could have come from a too tight cast or else it would be nerves tangled up in a mass of scar tissue. I had already resigned myself to the fact that this is just part of my ‘condition humaine.’ I will not subject my foot to another surgical operation which, so far, none of my care takers are recommending, not even the orthopede.

We stayed the first night out west with Sita and Jim. We hadn’t seen our grandkids for about two weeks and could not possibly go to their part of the state without a visit. On Tuesday a snowstorm hit the region and so schools were closed. It was a reminder how this complicates the life of working parents when two kids under 5 are home and you try to get something done. And so the timing was good as I could run after the kids while mom and dad earned money.

The drive from Easthampton to Williamstown should be about one and a half hours but with the snow it took us quite a bit longer, over roads not plowed and the temperature dropping steadily below freezing, a bit of a hairy ride.

We met up with our friends at The Clark Museum in Williamstown, had a lovely lunch and then visited a wonderful exhibit on Japanese woodblock prints.

Western Mass

Just barely back from Maine we packed our bags again and left for Western Massachusetts for a few midweek days with friends at an AirBNB at the very northwest tip of the state that is famous for its mountainous vistas and museums (spellcheck doesn’t allow musea).

Before we left we had a physiatrist doc measure the functioning of my left foot’s sensory and motor nerves to better understand the neuropathy and needle pricks I experience in my left foot that is so severely traumatized, first by the accident and then by the fusion. The closest she could come to give my condition a name is ‘ski-boot syndrome,’ a disturbing sequel to my aviator’s foot (there is no treatment) and could have come from a too tight cast or else it would be nerves tangled up in a mass of scar tissue. I had already resigned myself to the fact that this is just part of my ‘condition humaine.’ I will not subject my foot to another surgical operation which, so far, none of my care takers are recommending, not even the orthopede.

We stayed the first night out west with Sita and Jim. We hadn’t seen our grandkids for about two weeks and could not possibly go to their part of the state without a visit. On Tuesday a snowstorm hit the region and so schools were closed. It was a reminder how this complicates the life of working parents when two kids under 5 are home and you try to get something done. And so the timing was good as I could run after the kids while mom and dad earned money.

The drive from Easthampton to Williamstown should be about one and a half hours but with the snow it took us quite a bit longer, over roads not plowed and the temperature dropping steadily below freezing, a bit of a hairy ride.

We met up with our friends at The Clark Museum in Williamstown, had a lovely lunch and then visited a wonderful exhibit of Japanese woodblock prints.


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